.The Past, Personificated.
Ive come to terms with you
And this different path of life
Accepted every instance of this fate
Realized it’s no more a strife
To have you go as you may please
Let you go with so much ease
To once and for all just release
The grip I’ve held for all these years
Upon your very thought so dismal
Dreading moments of weakness abysmal
You are my past; i have let you go
My future, absent of all your sorrow
There is no direction to go but forward
Setting my sights nowhere but onward
However, your memory will remain embedded
Within the crevices of my deepest thoughts, no longer dreaded
For i have slain this beast, and become the victor
Regret, as this beast is known, no longer an inflictor
It does not eat me up inside
Nor does it make me want to cry
I’ve conquered this and turned the tide
So much as to need no longer try
Gateway.
Upon the mirror i looked
Into never-ending nothingness
From this, what i took
Was everlasting hapiness
Because nothingness is what i love most
Aside from ubiquitous tranquility
And i rejoice that my body is the host
Of an abundance of negativity
Rejoice, for this is a normal quality
And normality is what i strive for
Escaping neutrality rapidly
But i cannot run anymore
Shattering.
Metaphoric knives slice away at my retinas
Time elusive as hollow fingers point towards me
Screams evaporate frigidly from my half-empty glass
Shrouding my consciousness strenuously
Repeating
I’ve lived through this before
Retreating
But now I have unlocked the door
Grinded
Into a pile of gravel
Blinded
Just as the secrets unravel
Everlong.
Good cover, for being childs.
