January 2012
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The Past, Personificated.
Ive come to terms with you And this different path of life Accepted every instance of this fate Realized it’s no more a strife To have you go as you may please Let you go with so much ease To once and for all just release The grip I’ve held for all these years Upon your very thought so dismal Dreading moments of weakness abysmal You are my past; i have let you go My future, absent of...
August 2011
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Gateway.
Upon the mirror i looked
Into never-ending nothingness
From this, what i took
Was everlasting hapiness
Because nothingness is what i love most
Aside from ubiquitous tranquility
And i rejoice that my body is the host
Of an abundance of negativity
Rejoice, for this is a normal quality
And normality is what i strive for
Escaping neutrality rapidly
But i cannot run anymore
Shattering.
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Forward in Reverse
Why is it that we keep going to the past?
Reminiscing, rolling on the grass
Pondering about the things that weren’t meant to last
Have we all grown up a little bit too fast?
Living in the past it seems
Will inevitably lead to my demise
Reliving all those hopeless dreams
And foolish acts that i cannot revise
Truths untold reach not an ear astray
But lies so bold can only satisfy
A...
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Downpour of Consternation
Barraged with a Downpour of consternation Frantically drowning without resuscitation I explore the new planes in the depth of my being While in search of the part of myself i’m not seeing Seems to me like I’m hollow yet overfilled with confusion My exterior image nothing more than illusion Lost in my heart that is my lost in my mind Perhaps, a withering victim of uncertainty’s...
July 2011
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April 2011
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“Don’t Take Life Too Seriously, No One Gets Out Alive”
– Mr. B
December 2010
12 posts
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Pretty much how it is on Black Ops
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Mobilize
Looking back profoundly
One comes to realize
Time escapes us rapidly
Like a speeding train, in which we mobilize
Derailed and headed for destruction
At the collision point, life’s expiry
We have but mere seconds to live
Live them advantageously
Taking chances, making choices
Which in time lead to a better outcome
Taking control of the time you have left
Being negatively...
Chilling to the Bone
Chilling to the bone
Searching for a home
Frantic, a bit inane
Serious but still insane
Scavenging through putrid calamities
Finding carcasses of memories
Some avoidable, quite minuscule
Others unable to endure
To them holding tight
Home nowhere in sight
Sense of direction dissipates
Into decrepit years abates
Where’ve the paths disappeared?
Through which hope steered
The...
“If your time to you
Is worth savin’
Then you better start swimmin’...”
– Bob Dylan
November 2010
2 posts
Drained
Exit wounds stretch open wide
Exposing everything inside
A glimpse into your darker side All the horrors you will find Digging deep into your mind Consciousness is left behind Extracting your thoughts No way to escape Probing your consciousness As your brain is raped Digging in deeper Cold metal fingers Absorbing your knowledge As memories linger Drained of Humanity
No turning back Drained...
October 2010
2 posts
Army Creed
I am an American Soldier
I am a warrior and a member of a team
I serve the people of the United States and live the Army values
I will always place the mission first
I will never accept defeat
I will never quit
I will never leave a fallen comrade
I am disciplined, physically and mentally tough, trained and proficient in my warrior tasks and drills.
I will always maintain my arms, my...
Regurgitating the Forbidden Fruit
One is often led to reflect
On the past and present conjectures we beget
Delving into the reason behind
The murky relevance of humankind
All the marvels and incredibilities
The human mind often perceives
Questioning our origins and roots
Attempting to regurgitate the forbidden fruit
Searching for the reasons which may lie
In convoluted verities far beyond the skies
Reveries of unearthly...
September 2010
12 posts
“So be it, threaten no more. To secure peace is to prepare for war.”
– Metallica
Truly, fuck the world, for all it’s worth, every inch of planet Earth, fuck myself, don’t leave me out, but don’t get involved, don’t corner me
“You can’t always get what you want
But if you try sometimes well you just...”
– Rolling Stones
Weary Withered Waste
Trifling words of regret
Will never suffice
For all the deceit you beget
Inflicting Sorrow and psychical blight
A weary, withered waste
You have gradually become
Infecting others in haste
For this you are renowned
Conjuring new ways to ravage
And torment the lives of the meek
Living your life as a savage
Hungry for the taste of the weak
Prying into everyone’s lives
Searching...
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“Never Regret Anything, as it was Exactly What You Wanted at one Point.”
– Anon
Brain Cyclone
I’ve lost it all
Started anew
Regretted not
And hid from you
Feelings enveloped deep throughout
Perplexing years
Without a doubt
It’s all the same
Unending fears
Explicit shame
Feeling inane
Down to the core
Drowning in pain
Broken, abhorred
This cycle of redundancy
It haunts
It seethes
It swallows me
Crippled and barren i remain
Of all normal...
Ghosts of the past
Incinerated to the core
These wild dreams i can’t ignore
Twisting, shifting in the dark
On a darkened voyage i embark
Losing sense of time and lucidity
Travel to a distant proximity
Eluding grasp of higher beings
Visualizing hope is fleeting
Drifting, sailing, into apathy
Body failing, left in atrophy
Slurring echoes in a frantic room of panic
Beginning to deteriorate..
System...
Cerebral Transfusion
Constrained to a cold, metal device
Awaiting a process absurd
Chills creep through a body iced
Abundant fear strikes as your brain slowly burns
Probing your innermost thoughts
Absorbing the very essence of your mind
Writhing as your blood sluggishly clots
Feeling helpless, rendered blind
Human thoughts transfused
Into an empty shell uploaded
Piercing pains profuse
Emanate from a body...
August 2010
9 posts
The act of growing old
Empty words fill the mind
Perpetual echoes
Resonate inside
Blind conformity
Sacred truth
Time elapsing
Fading youth
Euphoria, a distant image
A black sheep in a forsaken lineage
Happiness sees no tomorrow
A floating anchor
In a sea of sorrow
Rent memories of yesterday
On the ground
Scattered, frayed
All is moving
Much too fast
Human body
Not designed to last
Spiritual healing
...
Twisted Mind
Deep in the complex existence of a twisted mind
Lie many fallacies lost to time
Compulsive waves of verbal deception
Ravage through a victim’s perception
Manipulating thoughts so intricately
The twisted mind begins to hunger…
Feeling no consequence for the evil device
The twisted mind feeds on its own lies
Tearing all dignity right asunder
The warped mind begins to...
Alone in the vast vacuity of space.
Alone in the vast vacuity of space, a naked, shivering soul.
Screams abate, the only feeling: cold
Horrid visions fill the mind
All the horrors you will find
Icy chills run down your spine
Searing flames burn deep inside
Hovering motionless you lie
Waiting frozen, time to die
Soon you’ll see the final light
Frightening feelings test your might
Nowhere to escape, you fight
Piercing pain...
Holy King Dethroned
I got several short poems.
Many of which i plan to complete once i reach a higher level of understanding.
This is one of them: Holy King Dethroned
Disoriented delusion
Flowing down a stream of consciousness
Forever seeking retribution
Epitome of hopelessness
Heathen acts of violence
Exhuming ancient torture
Dwellers of the night unite
Leave behind the scorched earth
Neverending...
Disembodied in Chronology
Living
Same routine, every day
Not knowing
The reality behind this endless grey
Breathing
Thinking; councious of existence
Suspect
Nothing is wrong with any instance
Slowly
Realizing things have gone awry
A Moment
Of shock as you realize you’ve died
Memory fails, Time ceases to progress
Chilling visions from your mind engresss
From what you once thought ordinary
Deception...